You and I

Last night I spent my saturday night with my boy. We went to mall, took some photos and continue to Mr. Pancake and having dinner.
Love him so much ♥ :*

19th

June, 4th 2012

It was my birthday, I was so happy because I'm 19th now :D

I'm not child anymore, I have to be adult.

I've got 4 surprises, let me tell you.

1st,

on June, 3rd 2012 at 23:59 my boy was coming to my house, before that he said he didn't bring his cellphone and he was working at cafe. Yaaah I was so sad, but suddenly he called me and said that he was in front of my house. I was shocked, he smiled at me. I couldn't believe but it was real. I love him so much, although he didn't give me a gift or anything, but his presence is a special gift I ever had :*

2nd,

June, 4th 2012 I went to campus as usual. Yaah I did my tasks, so sad because in my birthday I still think about tasks :( Buuuuuuuttt, after the time of my class was over, I went to a park and my friends poured me a plastic of flour, and you know whaaaatttt?? it was my boys' idea, he bought that flour and ask my friends to poured that onto my head hahahaha. Even though my body was getting white, but I like it. Thank you my boy and my friends :*

3rd,

Continue from 2nd surprises, I went home with my boy and stopped at his cafe. He said that he would take money from his friend, but (again) his friend 'Mas Jay' poured me flour at my body, yaaapp getting white again hahahahaha.

4th,

The day after, June, 5th 2012 my best friends Dana and Tery gave me a surprise. They came in to my house, and sang 'happy birthday' to me and gave me a cake. They were so pity because they had to wait for me from 5pm till 8pm because I haven't got home from campus. I took some photos, here it is

 

Thank you for your surprises, I do really love that.

Wish the best for me :):*

finally♥♥

April, 30th 2012 at 14:20

Finally I found love ♥♥♥

From just a friend, now become my boy

G. Dimas I do really love you♥

*kisshug*

outfit

this blouse choosen by tery, i do love that colour, it's so cute.

when I went to mall with tery, we just walk around and saw some shoes, but lucky me, i was interested with one shoe and tery asked me to choose the green one. finally I bought it :))

I do really love this shoe :))

difficult choices

hey!

yap I wanna share something,

Past, I felt so lonely and I need someone to love me. Now there are two boys that (maybe) want to get closer with me, but I don't feel comfortable with them I just think of it as a friend no more. I feel so comfortable when with my friends, not with them.

Every he contacted me, I rarely to contact them back. So, one of them said that I'm so arrogant, but I don't mean that uh! I feel so comfort when with my friends.

I'm so confused to choose both of them, they asked me to meet up but I never deal it.

Oh God give me a clue to choose them, who's the best for me?

grey

 

Dear God,

I do really need a freedom, I hope I can do my tasks, play around with my friends freely. So far I'd do my tasks by my self but I couldn't do that because I didn't understand. Poor me or stupid me?

When I wanna play with my friends, my parents always told me not to go too long. When my friends are doing tasks together, I just can stay at home and nothing to do. I wanna join them, but unfortunately I can't because my parents forbade me to go home too night or stay at my friend's home.

Aaaaaahhh I need a freedom! I'm serious!!

This is what I feel, so poor, feel like in a prison where we can't go anywhere, just stay!

ENOUGH!!

feels great

I feel so great with my life without a boy, because now I'm enjoying with my friends and my college.

that's it!